November 8th, 2024

Nov 8, 2024 | Journal

Sow… (Sowing some thoughts and dreams …)

It still amazes me how spirit (ancestors, friends and loved ones who’ve passed) communicates, shows me signs, leaves a trail of breadcrumbs for me to follow to understand life more, me more and to heal my own issues and those along my karmic ancestral line!

So I’ve spent many years pursuing a career in engineering focused roles, while secretly delving into the magical world of spirit, therapy, self-discovery, healing and connection with others in the 3D world and those beyond the vail.

It’s taken a great deal for me to come out of what I call the ‘Spooky Closet’, to share my gifts, abilities, thoughts and knowledge about extra sensory experiences, activities and guidance with others and the world at large.

I’ve never been afraid of ‘what’s out there’ but I have had fears about admitting that I know what’s out there!

Spirit led me to understand why this is, so that I can be free of that fear.  So my Grandmother was Scottish and I know that a lot of my ability comes from her and along this ancestral line from her mother and before.

When I was young my Grandmother constantly banned me from doing any spiritual awareness activities.  I didn’t understand why at the time as I watched her reading the tea leaves and watched my mother reading cards psychically.  She repeated it so many times that I realized recently that I needed to release this, as I’d almost been bound to restrict my abilities (for my own safety it seems).   As Dumbledore says ‘Words, in my not so humble opinion, are our most inexhaustible source of magic. Capable of both inflicting injury and remedying it.’  It can also set the conditioning of what our most fundamental beliefs are in life, governing and dictating our behaviors, beliefs, manifestations and relationships for the rest of our lives!!

So – very fortunately I was led to awareness of this restriction within me, through certain video’s I watched, dreams I had and inner promptings to investigate certain things that were whispered into my ear by spirit.  I was then able to do candle magick, therapy and shamanic practices on myself to relieve and release the spoken binds I’d found myself restricted by and the ancestral fears.

One thing I was led to look at was a lady called Helen Duncan.   This lady was a Scottish woman with psychic abilities and she was tried in the late 1940’s against the Witchcraft laws from the 1700’s!! Can you believe that?  I think it shook the Scottish people during that time and must have created a great deal of fear as she was prosecuted for knowing information about certain activities which took place in the second world war.  It was widely publicized by the press in the newspapers and I realized, as my Grandmother was a young woman at this time, living in Scotland, she must have recognized how scary this was as a person who has awareness and sixth sensory abilities.  The need for my Grandmother and Great Grandmother to hide their abilities must have been a great deal more prevalent than it had been for some years.

Recently science has shown us that the fears of our ancestors can literally be carried through the DNA for about 4 generations and I believe this happened with my abilities, but also through the words my Grandmother used in an effort to protect me and keep me safe.

If you can learn more about your ancestral history, even if it’s just a little bit, it’s so helpful to consider what strengths, weaknesses, fears, loves have you inherited.   Be led by spirit and then you can heal any recurring patterns through the line so that you can heal the line for the younger generation and heal the line of those in spirit.

There are shamanic processes that allow you to heal the ancestral lines and many ways to heal any fears or limiting beliefs in each of us so that we can shine our light in the world.

There are many forms of healing taking place in the world right now around subjects which we have previously received persecution.   We are all souls trying to do the very best with what we’ve got, what we’ve experienced and what we think we can have in our lives.  The more you understand and heal yourself, the more you can experience peace, compassion and acceptance for others around you.

September 4th, 2024

Sep 4, 2024 | Journal

Sow….

(Sowing some thoughts and dreams ….)

Once Upon A Time I was in China.  Shanghai to be specific.  I LOVE China.  I’ve been a few times for my previous job as a Supply Chain Lead, but also I went for my 30th birthday to Beijing.  It’s a real mixture of amazing history, architecture, beauty, magic and rubble in some places! The messy is often along side the beauty.

On this occasion I was in China with work and most people were too nervous to go out on their own, but not me, I couldn’t wait to explore! If I’m unsure of where I am and don’t have internet – I’ll often walk in straight lines until I learn the lay of the land back to my base.

During one of these walks I came up to a very busy road in which about 6 different roads came into a center, in which I wanted to get across.  So imagine the busiest cross roads you’ve seen but the cross roads consist of about 6 to 8 roads rather than 4! There was a police man with a whistle and zebra crossings everywhere, but I had no idea what to do.  (Isn’t it amazing how the simple task of crossing the road can seem daunting when there are different rules applied and you don’t know what they are!!)

Also – people in China drive quite differently and don’t necessarily stick to the same rules that those in Britain or America might.

I was lucky though as two elderly ladies came along.  So at the side of the road stood me – a 6ft blonde haired lady (which is unusual in China and quite often people will want to have a photo with me like I’m a celebrity), with these two very petit 70+ aged ladies.  I felt secure in this situation because I automatically assumed that they must totally know what they’re doing!! They looked very native to the area and I perceived that they had far more knowledge than I did about this situation.

So we stood there, with the traffic whizzing around us in all directions and then all of a sudden they decided to walk, so I stuck to them like glue and went with them!

Much to my horror – we ended up standing in the middle of the road with cars flying past us in all directions.  My body knew it was bad because I started to shake! At this point the policeman started blowing his whistle and waving his arms about and had to stop the traffic to come out and get us! We then got escorted back to the start.  Oh how my heart thundered away in my chest and utter confusion washed over me – why hadn’t these women who ‘looked’ like they knew what to do, known what to do!!!

Fortunately the very kind (and maybe angry policeman) escorted us across the road, so I did eventually make it to the other side.

What I’d say is be careful who you follow in life!!!!! Ha haaaa! They could end you up in a complete pickle and put you in a very undesirable situation.  In life we often follow advice, suggestions or behaviors of others that we believe know better than us, but it’s important to always seek advice from experts or to follow your gut instinct.  If it doesn’t feel right don’t do it, no matter who it is that is telling or encouraging you to do something.

So many people have opinion’s about what they think you should do and it will always be based on their own values, experiences, their own issues, fears and concerns.   Talking about what is going on in life is a good thing, but it’s so important to make your own choices, decisions and opinions because what matters to you in life could be very different to that of others.  What matters to you at a soul level, your soul purpose and your path need to be honored with what is true for you.  So no matter how hard it is, follow your own path, using your own compass and you’ll have the happiest life for you!

 

Rose x