September 8th, 2024
Sow….
(Sowing some thoughts and dreams ….)
Becoming seen! Seen? As in – to see me? But I see you now – you’re standing there?
To be really seen is to have all of you exposed to those around you or the world (I don’t mean whipping all your clothes off – I mean removing the masks to reveal who you really are on the inside).
We can go through our entire life not revealing elements of ourselves to people we know or to the world. I spent most of my life hiding my spiritual gifts – with the reasoning that I worked in a corporately professional role, with an engineering-based degree, surrounded by very logical, left brained people who wouldn’t value the creative, spiritual side of me at all – or so I thought. I spent my time projecting a sensible exterior, as best I could, as I was often criticized for being ‘not aggressive enough’ (I’d like to add that aggression is so very rarely the answer to anything) and it was with this very sensible, logical approach that I progressed in my career. Being professional isn’t the wrong thing to do, but it wasn’t a true reflection of me, that carried on through my personal life. When we create an image of ourselves for the world to see, for others to attach to – it creates a platform of safety for us to build relationships, careers, reputations – this is all very well and good, but It can make it quite hard to reveal other elements of yourself, so we can often keep these things secret. This might include ‘shadow side’ elements of ourselves, which maybe we don’t like or feel ashamed of.
I think within all of this – it’s about being true and honest with yourself – that’s the very hardest thing to do – to genuinely and lovingly accept yourself for all that you are. Once you can achieve that, then that is when the world really is truly your oyster because when you love and accept yourself fully it doesn’t matter so much what anyone else thinks or judges about you. It’s part of sifting out those that resonate with you and those that don’t – and we all have a soul tribe we can be part of – we don’t come here alone!
I hid the spiritual elements of myself for years because of how people reacted (I found people treated me like a performing monkey when they realized I could read their energy or talk to spirit and completely undervalued me – this was partly due to self-value issues which I needed to resolve), but I also needed to learn to trust those gifts myself.
When I first opened up to my gifts, about 20 years ago, with a very kind mediumship teacher called ‘Robert Brown’ recognizing that I had ability within me to work with spirit – my light seemed to burn brighter, and all sorts of things came to me in the middle of the night. I’d see people I didn’t know standing at the end of my bed, people shouting my name in the night – it was like a lid had been taken off the sensory ability I’d been given and my light was bursting out loud and clear, like a lighthouse in the dark. This was a part of me being seen – being seen by spirit. It all calmed down and reduced to a level in which I became more in control as time went on and I learnt how to pick up the phone to spirit and put it down when I wanted to live in the 3D world!
Over time I’ve learnt more about holistic health and spiritual practices, from shamanic journeying to past life regression to reprogramming your neuro pathways to create a better reality. With this I’ve built confidence about what I can do, learnt to trust it, learnt to trust myself and most of all – done the work to gain self-confidence, emotional resilience and self-love so that I can share my light with the world!
And – as I share my light in the 3D world I still get all sorts of people approaching me in an unwanted way, just like I did when I first opened up to spirit! Through technology I’ve had to learn who I want to ‘pick the phone up to’ and who I ‘need to put it down to’ (some unusual requests and comments come at you when you put yourself out there!!) – but I am courageous and brave and I wish to share my light and love with those seeking to live at a higher vibrational frequency and want to support mass consciousness with progressing as humankind!
How will you ever have you best life if you don’t embrace absolutely ALL of who you are?! You deserve to be seen and to live the fullest life you can with joy in your heart!
You can feel vulnerable when exposed but there’s nothing stronger than the power of love – whether that be love you’re sending out to others, receiving or love you have for your soul to be who YOU are. The more souls that wish to genuinely share their light – the more we will light up the dark spaces in the world to create a better way of living for all! The more soul’s that choose to clear away their hurts and pains from the past (this lifetime or past lifetimes!), the happier and healthier society will be, and we really will be stepping into the golden age of Aquarius!
If you’re reading this close to the time it was published, also know that Pluto is in retrograde to Capricorn for the last time in our lifetime! For the next two months it’s going to push us to remove obstacles that are preventing growth at a soul level, so prepare to be more seen my Foxglove Friends!
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Rose x