November 8th, 2024
Sow… (Sowing some thoughts and dreams …)
It still amazes me how spirit (ancestors, friends and loved ones who’ve passed) communicates, shows me signs, leaves a trail of breadcrumbs for me to follow to understand life more, me more and to heal my own issues and those along my karmic ancestral line!
So I’ve spent many years pursuing a career in engineering focused roles, while secretly delving into the magical world of spirit, therapy, self-discovery, healing and connection with others in the 3D world and those beyond the vail.
It’s taken a great deal for me to come out of what I call the ‘Spooky Closet’, to share my gifts, abilities, thoughts and knowledge about extra sensory experiences, activities and guidance with others and the world at large.
I’ve never been afraid of ‘what’s out there’ but I have had fears about admitting that I know what’s out there!
Spirit led me to understand why this is, so that I can be free of that fear. So my Grandmother was Scottish and I know that a lot of my ability comes from her and along this ancestral line from her mother and before.
When I was young my Grandmother constantly banned me from doing any spiritual awareness activities. I didn’t understand why at the time as I watched her reading the tea leaves and watched my mother reading cards psychically. She repeated it so many times that I realized recently that I needed to release this, as I’d almost been bound to restrict my abilities (for my own safety it seems). As Dumbledore says ‘Words, in my not so humble opinion, are our most inexhaustible source of magic. Capable of both inflicting injury and remedying it.’ It can also set the conditioning of what our most fundamental beliefs are in life, governing and dictating our behaviors, beliefs, manifestations and relationships for the rest of our lives!!
So – very fortunately I was led to awareness of this restriction within me, through certain video’s I watched, dreams I had and inner promptings to investigate certain things that were whispered into my ear by spirit. I was then able to do candle magick, therapy and shamanic practices on myself to relieve and release the spoken binds I’d found myself restricted by and the ancestral fears.
One thing I was led to look at was a lady called Helen Duncan. This lady was a Scottish woman with psychic abilities and she was tried in the late 1940’s against the Witchcraft laws from the 1700’s!! Can you believe that? I think it shook the Scottish people during that time and must have created a great deal of fear as she was prosecuted for knowing information about certain activities which took place in the second world war. It was widely publicized by the press in the newspapers and I realized, as my Grandmother was a young woman at this time, living in Scotland, she must have recognized how scary this was as a person who has awareness and sixth sensory abilities. The need for my Grandmother and Great Grandmother to hide their abilities must have been a great deal more prevalent than it had been for some years.
Recently science has shown us that the fears of our ancestors can literally be carried through the DNA for about 4 generations and I believe this happened with my abilities, but also through the words my Grandmother used in an effort to protect me and keep me safe.
If you can learn more about your ancestral history, even if it’s just a little bit, it’s so helpful to consider what strengths, weaknesses, fears, loves have you inherited. Be led by spirit and then you can heal any recurring patterns through the line so that you can heal the line for the younger generation and heal the line of those in spirit.
There are shamanic processes that allow you to heal the ancestral lines and many ways to heal any fears or limiting beliefs in each of us so that we can shine our light in the world.
There are many forms of healing taking place in the world right now around subjects which we have previously received persecution. We are all souls trying to do the very best with what we’ve got, what we’ve experienced and what we think we can have in our lives. The more you understand and heal yourself, the more you can experience peace, compassion and acceptance for others around you.